Category Archives: Regional

Step By Step In Austin & Beyond

Now here’s a thought to consider. Every twenty minutes on the Appalachian Trail, Katz and I walked farther than the average American walks in a week. For 93 percent of all trips outside the home, for whatever distance or whatever purpose, Americans now get in a car. On average the total walking of an American these days — that’s walking of all types: from car to office, from office to car, around the supermarket and shopping malls — adds up to 1.4 miles a week, barely 350 yards a day. That’s ridiculous.

–Bill Bryson, A Walk in the Woods: Rediscovering America on the Appalachian Trail

Less than a mile and half a week?! Wow, that is ridiculous. No wonder we’re a nation swaddled by obesity.

Before I moved to Austin, I lived in a smaller city — Syracuse, New York, my hometown. For many reasons, with finances being the primary one, I did not own a car until I was 28. I commuted to work by city bus and trekked on foot to the store, to see friends, and just for fun. Syracuse can be a bitter, snow-laden place in the winter, and it wasn’t until I moved to Texas that I realized how hardy I was from all those years of walking through such varied weather.

In 1991 I purchased my first car — an Eagle Summit manual transmission with no radio — brand new for a really good price. I dubbed her Blue Belle because she was, well, blue and small. I owned that car for 10 years and grieved when she quit. The reason I bought the car was that, in order to complete my B.A. at SUNY Oswego (50 miles from Syracuse), I had to commute to classes. And oh, how I loved the new flexibility and mobility it provided!

It was heaven.

Until I gained weight.

Thus I discovered one unwelcome consequence to driving. However, I worked at Syracuse University, which has the Carrier Dome, an enclosed stadium. Once around the promenade is one-third of a mile. Every day, I walked over on my lunch hour and power-walked three miles, rain, snow, or shine. In nice weather I walked outside. And being a smaller city, many of Syracuse’s streets are navigable; you can walk across town without putting your life on the line. I regained my fitness in short order.

Upon moving to Austin, I was struck at how auto-dependent the city is, and how unfriendly it is to pedestrians. The lack of a car makes it difficult to get to a job, given the rush hour crawl and the distances one often has to commute. (In my work at a non-profit mental health agency, I provided life skills training to clients, including teaching them how to navigate by bus. It was often an all-day affair to make a round trip from north to south Austin.)

Gradually the weight crept up again, farther than ever before. Most of the time I didn’t live in apartment communities that felt neighborly with easy access to suburban side streets. Also, with one exception I lived on the third floor, which provided an incentive to my lazy side not to venture out.

This year I’ve begun to reclaim my favorite activity. I was given a simple digital pedometer for Christmas and made a commitment to aim for between 4,000 and 6,000 steps per day. I would still prefer to live in a city where I don’t have to drive to a greenbelt for a nature hike, and where I don’t take my life in my hands crossing broad four-lane roads where people run red lights and speed over the 45 mph limit. I wish I could do more of my errands on foot, but this just isn’t how large cities are built. Still, I live in a pleasant suburb which provides ample safe walking, and my mental and physical health has improved for it.

I recently watched a Frontline episode focused on diet wars in which James Hill, director of the Center for Human Nutrition at the University of Colorado in Denver, mentioned the America on the Move program. The mission: generate a grassroots movement encouraging people to make healthy eating choices and engage in more physical activity, with walking being one that is accessible to most people. Every little bit helps, such as decreasing your food intake 100 calories a day and walking 2000 steps a day to start.

My interest was piqued by this program. Then I saw a McDonald’s ad; they’re hopping on the bandwagon with Go Active! happy meals which include a Stepometer (toy pedometer). I was chatting last night with Sheila at the bloggers Meetup about her Stepometer. It doesn’t sound, from her description, as though it’s very accurate. But as she said, it’s a way to see if she can make it a habit and if so, then she’ll spend money for a real pedometer. I told her I’d been thinking of writing a post about walking and promised links. So without further ado:

Well, there’s plenty of material here to inspire and guide you. I hope I’ve raised your awareness and curiosity about walking. It is one of the most natural forms of movement for us. If you incorporate a little bit more each day into your routine, you will be the better for it. Happy trails to you.

Change Your Mind Day

Austin will soon observe its third annual Change Your Mind Day. From the press release:

Buddhism has come to Austin and is here to stay: There are nearly a score of Buddhist organizations in Austin to date, from temples to weekly meditation and discussion groups, representing several Asian ethnicities as well as the new American Buddhism, with growing numbers of ordained monks and nuns along with lay practitioners. To promote awareness of this growing movement in Austin’s religious and cultural landscape, on June 5 “Change Your Mind Day” will bring teachers and representatives from most of Austin’s Buddhist centers to a friendly public setting for a day of introductory talks, meditation instruction, chanting, tea ceremony, Buddhist art, and other events, free of charge to the general public.

For more information, visit Buddhism in Austin. This event is hosted by the Austin Zen Center, sponsored by the Buddhist Peace Fellowship, and presented by Tricycle: the Buddhist Review.

Inside Books Project 48 Hour Work Party

This coming weekend, the Austin Inside Books Project will catch up on six months of back book requests from people in Texas prisons. They need help to accomplish this task.

When: May 15 to 16, beginning at 9:00 a.m.
Where: at IBP, located at the Rhizome Collective, 300 Allen St. (3 blocks east of E. 5th and Pleasant Valley).

  • Come for one hour or stay for all two days!
  • Food and beverages will be provided.
  • Stuff you might want to bring with you (but not mandatory): a sleeping bag, treats, your favorite pen, books to donate (esp. soft cover English and Spanish dictionaries), music, stationery supplies (esp. stamps, sharpies, packing tape, and large manila envelopes).
  • Monetary donations are also needed to help pay for postage to mail out all the book orders.
  • Book donations can be dropped off to IBP at 12th Street Books (827 W. 12th St), or at Monkey Wrench Books (110 North Loop).

For more information call 512-647-4803 or email insidebooksproject@yahoo.com.

Public Service Announcement

During this morning’s usual traffic jam on Mopac, I drove almost the entire distance to work behind an old Mercedes diesel that was billowing huge clouds of noxious bluish smoke. Having just renewed my car registration, which included a notice to this effect, I recalled that the Texas Commission on Environmental Quality (TCEQ, formerly TNRCC) has a “Smoking Vehicle Program” whereby, if you provide a vehicle plate number, date of observation, approximate time and location, TCEQ will send a letter to the registered owner encouraging them to repair their vehicle. (According to the website, it’s illegal in Texas to operate a vehicle that emits visible smoke for more than 10 consecutive seconds, but this is an advisory rather than an enforcement program.)

You can submit a smoking vehicle report online at:

http://www.tnrcc.state.tx.us/air/ms/smokingvehicles.html

Try it. Might not actually do any good, but it’s still vaguely satisfying.

Life In The Fast Lane

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Kathryn Petro, ©2003

Summertime = good weather = vacation season, and this usually means more car travel. Here are some links to sites that provide tips for saner, safer driving.

  • Car Talk, an NPR radio show hosted by the Magliozzi brothers, is a hilarious and instructive way to spend an hour. Their site has links to good information, and you can listen online.
  • The Partnership for Safe Driving is a non-profit organization dedicated to eliminating all forms of dangerous driving.
  • Find out how how much you know about driving safely.

And lastly, a terrific bit of advice that I have often used, from one of my favorite essayists, Michael Ventura:

Given that you’re living in a city where driving is necessary, learn to drive. You may think you know how, but my experience of the way you drive is that you probably don’t. So here’s how: Drive for space, not for speed. Space in front of you is the safest thing you can have with a car. Darting in and out of traffic doesn’t change anything, it just makes you older. You can’t beat the average traffic flow on any given street or freeway by more than five minutes, which only makes a difference if you’re having a baby. And don’t you look like an idiot when you’ve passed six cars and they pull up beside you at the next light? They’re laughing at you. And they hate you. Which isn’t good for you. Drive for space.

If the move ain’t smooth, it ain’t right. There’s no excuse for a jerky turn, stop, or acceleration. It’s hard on the car, it’s hard on the other passengers, it confuses other drivers, it’s not aesthetic. Such moves are for emergencies only.

Ninety percent of the time you drive with your habits, not your head, so figure out what your bad habits are — gunning it through yellows? not signaling? tailgating? Your worst habit will turn into your worst accident. So stop it. Drive for space. End of lesson.

Amen, brother. I need the reminder. Be safe, folks. Drive well.

New Venues for Psychotherapy

I started my private practice in August 2003, when I designed, coded, and wrote my professional website. Within a few weeks, I was receiving numerous inquiries. The practice took off at a speed I’d not anticipated, and I was greatly pleased. Since I was just starting out, I sub-leased an office a few evenings a week; soon, however, I found I was getting full, and I wanted to expand. In December I began to discuss the option of co-leasing an office with a friend, and then a series of events erected solid barriers to that prospect.

My beau’s project was cancelled and we thought he might be laid off. Although that didn’t happen, the future of his job remains dubious, and he’s resorted to searching for a new one. This raised the possiblity of relocating to another city or out of state. Then his father became seriously ill, and we felt we could not move forward on the job issues until we knew if he would survive (he is recuperating slowly). Additionally, at the end of March, the therapist from whom I sub-leased asked me to find another office, since she needed her space. Not being in a position to sign a long-term lease, I’ve had to use an executive office, consolidate my clients to one day a week, and not accept new clients. You can imagine how disheartening it feels to constrict a process that was working robustly.

I still don’t know if I’ll remain in Austin, and that will become clear in the next few months. The positive aspect of this situation is that is has challenged me to think of other ways I can practice that do not depend on my having an office. People have suggested online counseling (via email); it’s intriguing, but I’m not prepared to do that. There are security issues that concern me, and I’m not willing to set up a system of encryption, etc. at this time. In addition, email therapy works for a limited range of problems; in-person interaction, with the non-verbal gestures and immediacy of communication, is a much richer environment for therapy.

However, I have provided telephone therapy and, in my last job, would see clients at their homes. So it occurred to me this evening: what about providing home-based psychotherapy (or sessions at the client’s office), and for clients who are too far to travel to (or who can’t get to me), offering tele-counseling? For the latter, I need to set up a payment system online, so that clients can pay for sessions; then we’d arrange a time for the phone session and have it. As for at-home counseling, I’m aware of the challenges of that. First, for me there is wear-and-tear on my car (although the miles would be deductible expenses). Plus there is the aggravation of driving in increasingly zany traffic. My last job required a lot of driving and burned the pleasure of it out of me.

Second is the possibility of no-shows, i.e., driving to the home and finding the client gone. This happens in the office too, but being in-office provides opportunities to catch up on paperwork, email, research the Internet, and so on. Also, I need to think about the billing. If I’m stuck in traffic and arrive late, do I deduct from the fee a pro-rated amount, or if our schedules allow, have the entire session?

Third, I need to research more articles (e.g., in The Journal of the American Medical Association) that cover the efficacy of home-based psychotherapy. I also need to be thorough in developing a client explanation form that defines the boundaries of therapy, since being in someone’s home (mine or theirs) does blur them somewhat. It will require greater vigilance.

Concerned parties might ask me about safety, and whether it’s a good idea to go to a client’s home. This doesn’t faze me. For several years I went into homes all over the city, in wealthy and poor neighborhoods, to provide at-home counseling to people diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, and a host of other mental ailments. One of my clients lived in a housing project in which a policeman shot a mentally ill client (who attacked a city housing employee with a knife) and her neighbor in the next apartment was murdered by a knife to the throat. They did not find the assailant. So I’ve learned to be mindful and observant; have discovered that places which carry fear-inspiring reputations are often not as scary as the stories would suggest; and have developed an attitude of acceptance that if something bad is going to befall me, then it will do so, and I’ll deal with it. I was once assaulted in my own home, so I know that danger lurks everywhere. I try to use good judgment but don’t fret.

Despite all these issues, which I view as solvable problems, the idea of providing service in these two ways to private-pay clients reanimates my spirit.

Anyhow, I could have one office day a week, and perhaps one or two days seeing clients at home or in their office. Hmmm. Need to think on this more.

Walk On The Wildflower Side

Seton Cove offers a day retreat comprising a drive through Hill Country back roads to enjoy Texas wildflowers and walk three different outdoor labyrinths. From the announcement:

While today people don’t use labyrinths to complete a specific symbolic pilgrimage per se, the experience of walking the labyrinth helps to clear one’s thoughts, detach from the daily grind and really focus on issues in life that need to be addressed.

The retreat will begin at 9:00 am in South Austin at Seton Southwest Hospital on FM 1826. After walking their 7-circuit labyrinth, participants will board a bus and travel back roads to St. StephensÂ’ Episcopal church in Wimberley. St. Stephen’s is blessed with a beautiful 51-acre campus that is home to a Spanish mission-style church and chapel, a nature trail, outdoor chapel, and labyrinth, as well as an abundance of Texas Hill Country flora and fauna. The next stop is Red Corral Ranch where retreatants will enjoy lunch prepared by their chef. The afternoon will be spent savoring the beauty of Red Corral Ranch including peacocks, flowers and hummingbirds. The group will walk their labyrinth before boarding the bus to return to Austin.

Take pleasure in a day that will include nature, community with others, and an afternoon of silence and reflection.

My heart is tuned to the quietness that the stillness of nature inspires.

— Hazrat Inayat Khan

The event is Saturday, April 17, from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m. Cost is $80, including transportation and lunch. Pre-registration is required. Contact 512-451-0272.

Once In A Blue Moon

This post comes courtesy of Blue Moon Glassworks and my friend, owner of Austin Lasting Images, who will be selling her wares at the show.

Blue Moon Glassworks
2nd Anniversary Art and Craft Gift Show

Sunday, April 25th, 2004, 10 am – 5 pm

We have invited local artists to display their wares at our second annual Blue Moon Arts and Crafts Gift Show! This show will be offering beautiful handmade arts and crafts items. Choose from jewelry, pottery, stained glass, kiln fused glass items, glass beads, soaps and candles, just to mention a few of the art and crafts items that will be available at this year’s show.

Live music by Austin Singers/Songwriters…

Torch Worked Bead Making Demonstrations!

ADMISSION TO THE EVENT IS FREE.

Location: Blue Moon Glassworks, 5241 North Lamar, Austin TX 78751

For More Information, Please Call BLUE MOON GLASSWORKS at 512-380-0770, email info@austinbluemoon.com or visit us online.

Adventures In Community-Building

Rhizome: a lateral underground root system, sending up above-ground shoots to form a vast network. Difficult to uproot.

So I’ve made a bit of a discovery (it’s interesting to live in a large city). I have found out about The Rhizome Collective. It’s a group of people living long-term in a rent-free 9,400 square foot warehouse in East Austin. Their goal is to build a community which supports the values of cooperation, autonomy, creativity, mutual aid, openness, and self-empowerment. Some of their projects:

  • Rainwater catching
  • Gray water constructed wetlands
  • Guerilla gardening and soil construction
  • Chickens
  • Biological Mosquito Control
  • Polyculture Ponds
  • Bicycle Part Windmill
  • Edible Neighborhood
  • Earth Building
  • Passive Solar Ovens

The collective also hosts several events. First there is a dinner theater; for $20 one can enjoy an elegant four-course meal and performance. Proceeds are given to the Center for Community Organizing with 20% donated to RAINN (Rape Abuse and Incest National Network). Then there is the Thursday dinner, where participants collect food, cook, prepare the space and clean-up, and also share the meal. One can RSVP and contribute $3-$8 per dinner, RSVP and volunteer, or bring a dish. This event’s objectives are to come together as friends and have fun, to build trust among different groups in the community, for activists to learn from each other and network, and to gear up for the Local Empowerment Conference to be held in March, 2004. Lastly, the collective is host to the members of the Inside Books Project. Volunteers gather twice a month to improve the reading and educational opportunities of people incarcerated in state prison. They receive donated books and send them to prisoners.

Another aspect of the collective is a Free Skool, which offers free classes on glass etching, portraits, tile mosaics, theater improv, poi, drawing & stencil, seed bead techniques, breakdancing  and poetry.  The aim of the school is to provide an opportunity for self-expression, community growth, and autonomy in a non-intimidating atmosphere that breaks tradition with the usual student-administration hierarchy.

I admit to living a more bourgeois life, though in my mind and heart I support the idea of the collective. I assume the majority of people involved are very outside-the-mainstream in many ways–i.e., the 21st century hippie. Does one need to become like them to participate? Would they accept the assistance of someone who isn’t likely to grow her own food, or who is very attached to his car, or who tries to be conscientious about recycling but doesn’t always succeed? I wonder.

In any case, their site is very intriguing.

Attitudinal Healing

I was introduced to the concept of attitudinal healing in graduate school. One of my professors brought a copy of To See Differently to class. I began to peruse it and became intrigued by the principles and exercises. Attitudinal healing positions itself as a way of being that heals the mind and facilitates this healing in the world through our relationships. The focus is on changing from within; in other words, the goal is to identify the attitudes which affect us negatively, understand the source (usually fear), and create an internal shift of perspective which then creates alternate behavior.

However, the approach is not the same as cognitive therapy. In fact, these concepts are not new and have been discussed and practiced in myriad ways over thousands of years. The principles espoused are essential tenets of numerous philosophical, ethical, psychological and religious traditions, notably Mahayana Buddhism, Christian Mysticism, and cognitive therapy. Moreover, centers for attitudinal healing do not provide therapy. Their mission is to provide people the opportunity to facilitate their own transformation.

The approach, while sharing some elements of cognitive theory, is more spiritually focused. Centers offer support programs and trainings for people who may be experiencing grief, illness, loss, or relationship issues. It is yet another path toward creating community that, in this fractured age of too much information and too many distractions, certainly can only help. The exercises focus on developing relationship within oneself and with others. There are centers throughout the U.S., and one of them is located here: Austin Center for Attitudinal Healing. The national site can be found here, and from this you can find where other centers are located. There is also a documentary in the works produced by Wakan Films and the Wakan Foundation for the Arts.

The Principles of Attitudinal Healing

  1. The essence of our being is LOVE.
  2. Health is inner peace. Healing is letting go of fear.
  3. Giving and receiving are the same.
  4. We can let go of the past and of the future.
  5. Now is the only time there is and each instant is for giving.
  6. We can learn to love others and ourselves by forgiving rather than judging.
  7. We can become love finders rather than fault finders.
  8. We can choose and direct ourselves to be peaceful inside regardless of what is happening outside.
  9. We are students and teachers to each other.
  10. We can focus on the whole of life rather than the fragments.
  11. Since love is eternal, death need not be viewed as fearful.
  12. We can always perceive others and ourselves as either extending love or giving a call for help.

Woman Soul

The Indigenous Women’s Network will host their First Annual Alma de Mujer Spring Festival. The event is scheduled for Saturday, March 20, 2004 from 9:00 a.m. to 4:30 p.m. The suggested donation is $5, though children, elders, and single mothers may attend for free. There will be organic plants for sale, food, music, games for children, and other festivities.

They also need volunteers for the event.

Established in 1985, the mission of the IWN is:

In our vision of rebuilding sustainable Indigenous communities, IWN along with her Indigenous sisters internationally focuses on what we commonly believe are the inherent rights of Indigenous peoples: (1) our right to self determine our social, political and economic status, (2) the recognition and respect to our ancestral lands and territories, (3) the recovery of traditional health care practices and access to health care (4) intellectual and cultural property rights and the right to control the biological diversity of our territories.

[Idealist.org]

Psychiatrist Acquitted

An Austin psychiatrist charged with sexually assaulting three of his patients at a Veterans Affairs clinic was found not guilty Thursday.

State District Judge Jon Wisser said there was insufficient evidence that Gregory Vagshenian exploited his patients’ emotional dependency.

Wisser instead found Vagshenian guilty of Class C misdemeanor assault. Vagshenian could be fined up to $500 on each count; there is no jail time. Vagshenian faced up to 20 years in prison on each count of sexual assault.

Austin American Statesman

Blame It On the Rain

It’s a soupy day, with the forecast calling for a 100 percent chance of rain. The rainfall produces varying beats and tempos as it meets the roof, is shaken from tree boughs, rolls off from the flashing with a splat onto the porch. It is a day for reading. Or napping.

As much as I would like to pursue those options, first I will make a foray into the sogginess to meet a friend for coffee at a bookstore cafe. I will likely manage to depart the store without having purchased reading material because I have newly arrived books from Amazon to read:

Every Day Gets a Little Closer: a Twice-Told Therapy by Irvin Yalom. Yalom and one of his patients collaborated on this. She agreed to keep a journal of her experience of the sessions, and so did he. This book presents both of their perspectives. I’m looking forward to seeing these juxtaposed.

The Marquis de Sade: A Life by Neil Schaeffer. An unusual choice, I realize, to mention on a blog that focuses on well-being, mindfulness, and spiritual matters. However, this is a blog that also focuses on mental health. I am fascinated by the circumstances surrounding the life of Donatien Alphonse François de Sade, wanting to learn what factors in his life influenced him. He left an irrefutable mark on society, and this book — the result of a decade of research and well-reviewed — looks to provide more than a sensationalized peek at a complex man who, despite his self-destructiveness, pushed against the limitations of authority for the right of free expression, however perverse.

All I need now is a pot of tea and I’m set. But first, the friend and the bookstore.

The Fate of Community Mental Health

David Markham articulates his experience and perspective on the issue of whether publicly funded mental health centers worked. Having worked several years for Austin Travis County MHMR, I have firsthand experience with the situation Markham presents.

My experience in working in three CMHCS in the 70s, and 80s, is that they worked spendidly. People got excellent care. What killed them was the withdrawal of federal dollars, and the advent of HMOs who significantly restricted the reimbursement for mental health services causing CMHCs to loose money and have to lay off staff and close down programs. This loss of revenue was occuring at the same time that State Hospitals were “deinstitutionalizing” the “Severely and Persistantly Mentally Ill” (SPMI) and putting them into community based settings allowing State legislatures to close State Hospitals. Without resources to treat the disorders these patients struggled with, CMHCs floundered and stumbled. Without adequate treatment many of these SPMI patients were arrested, caught up in the criminal justice system, contributing to the expansion of our prison populations to record numbers.

The sad thing for me, personally, is to have experienced first hand the success of the CMHC system. As Dr. Applebaum and other psychiatrists quoted in the article say, CMHCs did work, and they worked well. The mess we have in this country today in providing services for mental illness and substance abuse is not because we do not know how to do it well, we simply do not have good financing mechanisms to pay for appropriate and effective services. The irony is that the taxpayers will pay one way or the other either in financing mental health services or by default, criminal justice services.

One reason I departed the agency was that federal funding had been slashed; scrabbling for billable hours seemed to eclipse the provision of good services. Also because, at some point, it is incredibly depressing to provide services to the destitute in such a meagerly funded capacity. A person gets tired and a bit shell-shocked.

I dearly wish this country — public and private funding sources — would embrace the need to provide support for the treatment of mental illness. The toll on us culturally, spiritually, and economically is huge.