Storied Lives

I found Siona’s reflection provoking, and it made sense. I had difficulty choosing which part to excerpt, so I quoted most of it.

I’ve written before here about my interior wrestlings with the purpose and privilege of this journal. Why do I write? It is for myself that I settle down each evening, to release my demons through my fingertips? If so, why here? Why do I feel so conflicted about my urges to write for an audience? Why do I feel so compelled to interact? Why do I hunger for responses, and why am I inevitably surprised when they appear?

It seems so obvious now.

We used to sit around campfires. We used to weave our lives from language, explaining our days and our selves and the world in all its strange incomprehensibility. We used to make sense of ourselves through this interactive communion. It is the story that gives life meaning.

Somewhere, though, we seem to have lost track of this.

Now our shared stories are sitcoms. Our shared stories come to us from CNN, from Fox, from The New York Times, piped through the airways by some higher lying authorities. (Or is it author-ities?) We are not participants. We are consumers. No wonder we feel alienated from ourselves and our communities. Our own stories are nonexistent, and we cling to the empty substitutes of Sex in the City, Law and Order, CNN Headline News, the Weather Channel. We use the stale currencies of prefabricated narratives instead of our own far richer gifts.

I’m stumbling off track here.

What I meant to remark upon was the uniqueness of these online communities as places where storytellers meet. This sphere is comprised of a strange amalgamation of literature and spirit and friendship and politics and poetry, but regardless of the topic, and regardless of the place, each blogged word is produced by someone for personal, rather than financial, reasons. Each blogged word is taken in, reflected upon, used, and responded to. This shared creation is no small matter. This is a world of stories, as real and interactive and crucial as those myths our ancestors needed. We grant our lives meaning.

Yes, indeed. This is what compels me to blog — the creative interaction. The power to produce my own story, rather than have some corporate pablum shoved down my throat. Some people praise blogging as if it were the next best invention since sliced bread; others mock the “blogosphere” and the self-importance exhibited by the few prominent people therein. Granted, there’s a lot of puffery. Granted, blogging isn’t going to eliminate pollution or generate a cure for cancer. And there’s a lot of badly written material in cyberspace. However, it is the greatest revolution in substantive human expression in many years. We have the ability to share our thoughts and images, however grand or small, with the entire world (that has Internet access). Until blogging, the power to reach a massive number of people in print format rested in an external locus of control — book publishers, corporate media, the government. Most bloggers will likely have only a small audience. I’m sure there are blogs of eloquence that I never get to read; it takes effort to find the good stuff. I won’t have time to read it all, even if I do find it.

Blogging puts pebbles in the hand of the individual. They are no longer solely in the domain of corporations to dole out — a few here and there, based on a person’s connections. We who blog experience satisfaction in tossing the pebble and observing the ripples emanate endlessly, even if one cannot see how far those ripples go.

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  1. The Skeptical Mystic

    It does seem odd that Americans watch so many reality shows, while spending less and less time directly relating to others or to themselves. Are we becoming a nation of spectators? I see children pushed into so many organized activities that I wonder where the time comes for them to reflect on what they are experiencing. What a strange world.

    I considered it important for my children to experience their childhood and have time to learn about themselves. Then I panicked when they reached the middle of their high school years, suddenly concerned that they were not prepared to compete for college with all their peers (who’d been shoved into a constant schedule of organized activities). Will my boys be grateful later in life that I focused on preparing them for the task of living a balanced life?

    I keep questioning why people are so afraid to peer into the depths of thier own souls. I assume it is part of human nature to prefer comfortable distractions. Perhaps it has always been part of human life, and it just feels worse in the busy world of today. Still, I can’t help wondering what kind of future world is being created if everyday reality is defined by TV shows.

    Maybe social denial of inner reality is why people are searching for a personal relationship with a higher reality. Maybe this is why we expend the effort to write daily journals and organize our thoughts to share with others, why we faithfully follow the blogs of others.

    For now, I seem to be hooked on blogging. I consider the inner satisfaction worth the time spent, but I’m new at this. You’ve been doing it for some time, Kathryn. Does that satisfaction last?

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