Bittersweet Blessing


The Consecration of Coffee

One day of god
drinking coffee in my patio
nothing is normal–
   not the calla
   with its penis of gold
   nor the iris
   like purple lava
   a volcano spills.
I find in the depths of the cup
chasubles embroidered
with black moths
& red stains–
   the sun fires
   a scintillation of silver bullets
   & of candles drowned–
      there is blood in its shine.
I place the cup on its saucer
with a most tender care
as if it were a chalice
& say the litany:
      Guatemala
      Nicaragua
      El Salvador
& one side of my heart
tastes white & sweet
like cane sugar
   & the other,
      like coffee,
        bitter & black.

–Rafael Jesús González