Connections

Last year I participated in a women’s group that focused on movement and creativity. Shortly after it began, the therapist’s new office opened, and this is what I wrote of my experience on the first night there.

We spent much of the session exploring the new therapy studio, an open, airy room with satiny wood floors. We began by being aware of our space, then turning attention inward to that space, and then returning awareness outward to connect both. Afterward, we drew or wrote whatever came to mind. This experience was so good, because I so often ignore my body’s needs for movement. My leg muscles have been stiff from lack of movement, and they radiate their discomfort. This is my meditative writing:

My thighs ached to stretch in
full frontal contact on cool wood,
extended and still, my blood pulsing,
body heat flowing into it.

My body tells me how exhausted it is,
parched for sleep’s refreshment,
neglected, pushed beyond tolerance;
yet still it serves me.

I have a home. It breathes, moves,
eats, sleeps. It belongs to me.
Amazing how much it does. I will
never be homeless in this life.

As a child, I would lie for hours
on the grass, resting, breathing.
Being.

I was friends with the earth,
the floor. I used my body. It
connected. Touching is relationship.
Contact–to move the body through space,
to manipulate the limbs, interacting,
pushing, yielding.
This is making love.

People make love to the world. Two
thousand miles away, my sister awakes
each day, feeds her dog, pads her slippered
feet through a chilly house to
prepare for work. At about the same time,
my morning ritual unfolds.

Everywhere, people are moving, being still,
breathing, having sex, dying, and living
in relationship with this dimension.
We make love with the world. We do this
constantly, in tandem with others.
So we make love, by extension, to
each other.

We are connected at all times.