Post Test

Thanks to all of you for your heartfelt concerns. The test went well, although I need to take it easy for the next 48 hours. This means staying mostly horizontal and moving as little as possible. Husband is waiting on me hand and foot. I might be tempted to stretch this out a little longer. 😉

The appointment involved discussion of risks and possible results. I’ve been stoic up until this week about the potential outcome, but today especially found me easily moved to tears. Frequently. There is nothing to do, because if there is a problem it’s already happened. I can only wait, give myself a little space to cry when the urge comes, and apply effort to focus on only what is real in the moment. In a few weeks I will have the results, and if they are good I will be all the more delighted.

Until then, you can expect to see the usual posts. There’s another one coming up about my religious experiences (rather long, because, well, I’ve lived awhile!). I’ll be interested to see if it generates comments and what it touches in you.

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5 Comments on “Post Test”

  1. that girl Says:

    Kathryn – I hope the waiting is bearable..

  2. donna Says:

    Take care, girl! hope all goes well for you…

  3. Eden Says:

    Glad it went well. This is probably the hard part. As for the weepy? Be weepy all you want 🙂 It’s good for you.

  4. cicada Says:

    Thinking of you.

  5. Marilyn Says:

    Kathryn, whatever you’re sitting with at the moment, I hope you can find a place (inside) where it doesn’t feel too fearful. Holding good thoughts for a good outcome for you.