{"id":2777,"date":"2008-10-07T21:23:30","date_gmt":"2008-10-08T04:23:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/?p=2777"},"modified":"2026-01-21T16:35:57","modified_gmt":"2026-01-22T00:35:57","slug":"i-dont-know-if-i-can-bear-tomorrow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/2008\/10\/07\/i-dont-know-if-i-can-bear-tomorrow\/","title":{"rendered":"I Don&#8217;t Know If I Can Bear Tomorrow"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My parents&#8217; visit ends tomorrow. They leave on the 10:30 p.m. red-eye. Yesterday and today I found myself verging on tears. It has been an intense and happy visit. There have been many &#8220;firsts&#8221; in the past week that I&#8217;m thrilled my parents were part of experiencing.<\/p>\n<p>I need to keep myself together, to focus on the moment, so I can enjoy them. There will be time for tears later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My parents&#8217; visit ends tomorrow. They leave on the 10:30 p.m. red-eye. Yesterday and today I found myself verging on tears. It has been an intense and happy visit. There have been many &#8220;firsts&#8221; in the past week that I&#8217;m thrilled my parents were part of experiencing. I need to keep myself together, to focus [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2777","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2777","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2777"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2777\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4672,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2777\/revisions\/4672"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2777"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2777"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kathrynpetroharper.com\/mindfullife\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2777"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}